Monday, September 8, 2008♥
hmm todae I kind of noe
sum ting tat I was really tinkin abt
haix..ani way I shld nt care abt it so much ani more
cos I totally gif up from him
I tink i wont wanna appear infront of him
ani more..I m sorry jia qi..
I tink if he go out I wont b joinin ani more
cos I really dun wanna like him more and
more I dun wanna repeat the nite mare
tat I jus wait up from...mayb I tink
I wont wanna hav ani more guys..
mayb bein loner or old lonely women is better
haix..I jus hate knowin it...haix..
I m once again beaten by it again..back to
square one..hahaha...mayb goin
back to the past is better at least
I can jus shut my eyes...
*tears r fallin without knowin the pain which hurt tat much..**
I m sorry tat I wont b wat I m ani more
laughter, smile and happiness
r gone..no one noes tat i m cryin..
hearts bleedin and tearss runnin down
but no matter wat it is the pain
will nv gone...it is always remain ther...
..T_T..
I wont ever fall in love again..
scar is always ther..
[7:05 AM]
