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Sunday, August 31, 2008♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Hmmm..today kind of tired..

cos ytd go st james till 4plus am..

keep dancin non stop la..I mean like

drink liao dance and dance...

haa..was fun wif iris la...hahaha..

she was like damn HOT..hahaha..

with seductive moves..but we

get tat goin..but was surprise to

c stef oso so long didnt c them la..

damn nice to mit them...both of them found their

loves one..hmm..angeline jie too..I m so happy for

them..I m great to b their frenz..

but I tink I m too lousy as a frenz sorry

I tink I dun even noe wats goin on

in their life..I tink I better off to b a loner..

I tink I shld get myself out of wher I m..

I kind of did lock myself too much from frenz

I tink after wat happen I shld realise how

much my frenz means to mii..

they r precious...but hopefully they can

forgive mi for neglecting them and

can continue goin out wif mi...pls..

I cant afford to lost ani frenz especially

my precious godsis angeline...I m sorry..

[3:14 AM]

Friday, August 29, 2008♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Hmm...hopin tml really go st james..

ani way ytd (thur 280808) went out wif

the two lovely dovey couples QiQi & Melvin

hahaha..went wif them to town to get kenny's

present (shld not tell) ani way after gettin it

we went separate way home...but b4 it they both

kept askin mi abt goin to his birthday party anot..

I mean I oso dunno wanna go anot..or I shld sae

I shld not go cos of sum tings..ani way..I told them

I mus c my workin hours first cos nxt week

I wil b at new outlet...haix..I hate it...

then today (fri 290808) went out wif kor and frenz..

after tat we went to restaurant eat my favourite yam paste..

heex..happy...ani way I jus cant wait for kor kor to buy mi

the limited edition high school musical bear..

I REALLY WAN IT...!!!

[8:26 AM]

Sunday, August 24, 2008♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Ytd went to watch movie wif

jia qi kenny nick rina noel

tje movie really damn scary la

4bia thai horror really too scary

but is nice..then after tat we went

hk cafe at cineleisure..after which

rina and noel went off so left four of us

we lastly slack at lucky plaza's mac

till4plus am..then go hme..slp...ani way

Is goin to b end off the month ler

I tink most ppl is happy..cos is

comin near to pay day...

but mii..I dunno..

I feel happy cos I and jon totally

wont hav ani more connection..

but for another person I still

wonderin if I like him..

but I onli noe him not long..

I dun wanna mix my feelins up

if really like him I dun wanna b one

sided ani more..so even I really really like him..

I tink I shld gif up b4 risin hope high

and fall like wat had happen..

I cant take ani more pain ler..

so i tink I wont b goin for ani one

most importantly I wont like ani one

other then my best sisters & frenz

cos I belive..onli they r the one

is always together wif mii..

Ah~~ I mus b stupid rite..

finally tot I can forget jon and go

for another person but

ends up I still cant..all I can do

is jus put all my feelins inside mii..

but it felt great to forget jon...

cos I hav no more burden..

but I tink from now on my feelins to tat guy will

not b out ani more..and I wont let him noe..

and moreover I tink I will stop

steppin one step close to him ler..

I tink I will jus step back is the best..

to him and mii..

[3:23 AM]

Thursday, August 21, 2008♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

MSG TO TAN JIA QI::::

TAN JIA QI EUU LISTEN CLEARLY

U R NOT BUSYBODY...

EUU R JUS CARIN FOR US <euu shld noe>

NOT EUU RUSHIN ABT IT

IS JUS MAYB WE JUS DUN MATCH

OR RATHER SHLD SAE
WE DUN COMMUNICATE MUCH..

PLUS EUU R REALLY NICE TO ACTUALLY

HELP MI AND SURPORT MI FOR

ANI ONE I CHOOSE EVEN
JON JON...AlTHOUGH IS SUM TING

I TING CANT B FIXED BACK

BUT I NOE EUU JUS WAN MII TO HAV

SUM ONE NICE AND SUM ONE

WHO CARES FOR MII..

SOO I WILL B SAD IF EUU DUN CARE FOR MII..

I WILL B SAD IF EUU DUN KEEP DISTURBIN MII..

ALL I WANNA SAE IS NOT UR FAULT..

IS BOTH OF US K?...COS WE TWO

DUN EVEN REALLY TOK...HAHAHA..

RMB..DUN SAE BAD ABT URSELF

[6:40 AM]

Wednesday, August 6, 2008♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Mi & Rina

Rina, Mi & Jia Qi

*HuMp*

*C Wat*

Mii & My GerFrenz Qi Qi

[6:45 AM]

Sunday, August 3, 2008♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Without the life of him..

I dunno is Good or bad

I dunno is it torture or a bliss

I feel I m not wat I use to b ler..

I hate myself...

y cant I jus smile...y cant I

jus let go..I really hate it

is like my heart totally not

interested in ani ting ani more

all I noe is make myself

tired out...I m a fool

being wif him is the

happiest tine I ever had

he took away all my smile

he took away my laughter

most important he took away my heart..

wat I use to be can nv come back

nw I m jus a low self esteem ger..

a ger without ani confidence in her work

or even in life....negleted frenzship

when frenz nid her she is not ther

I m no longer the cecilia who cheer frenz up

ppl who r wif mi onli get

hurt by mi..I jus cant bring laughter

to my frenz ani more..

I really miss him..no matter how hard

I try..he still in my heart..the scare..

the memories..is still ther...

I dun even hav ani confidence in relastionship

ani more..nw I tink lockin myself up is better..

I jus cant let go wat shld b let go long ago...

I m a total coward...

[9:08 AM]

♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Finally..is august ler...5 months more
to end my attachment ler..
Ytd jus went MOS wif
Jia Qi, Rina, Nick, Ke hui & Danny Ong
Damn shiok la ytd...was damn fun la...
but cos qi workin nxt day so we
went back ard 2plus then they sae hungry
so we went MAC at liang court there
then after tat all go hme liao...
tis mornin wake up at 10plus
den go surf net liao after tat go for
my Jap Lesson liao...but b4 it
Small kor kor bought mi to
buy sports shoe to play tennis
of cos kor kor bought for mi...
den after tat I try liao den kor pay
money I run for my lesson liao..
after my lesson I and mummy..
daddy..kor and kor to the food fair
but was disappointed cos is like
a nite market..but still did bought
food..after tat kor treat us to the
Macau express to eat and drink sum tings
after which when reach hme...kor kor
and mi change to go play tennis..
jus reach hme not long but
got a nice run...hahaha......ani way
time to slp ler..if not I goin to b late
for tml work...heex..thankx guys
I enjoy YTD....

[9:08 AM]