Tuesday, September 16, 2008♥
Todae kind of fun day
todae mornin wake up at 8am
although nt workin but is
goin sentosa wif qiqi..& frenz
so prepared every ting ler..
went out but ends up I late again
and the onli one late
after tat mit up wif qiqi, mel & nick..
after mit up wif them we went to
mit up wif another nick and his frenz
so we took the sky train to
sentosa..damn fun la..
mit up wif another nick and his frenz
so we took the sky train to
sentosa..damn fun la..
we found a spot ler..so started to play..
volleyball..kind of hot too...hahaha
lucky i not tan..hahaha..
after tat we slack abit and mi and
qiqi eat bens & jerry ice cream..
after which we rest abit we go vivo
walk walk whicle nick (shatec) & his frenz
go back first..so we went carl's jr. eat
then walk walk to the pet shop..ah
the dog is cute...I love it..hahaha..
after walkin mel and qi walk mi to the mrt station
then we went candy empire
I bought a cup of cookie..I shld hav buy the big one
ani way after that I went hme ler..
then change bag I go mit amir
at 840..wao lao damn surprise tat ppl
do change so much lo..shock la
but haix..nth can change every ting back..
ani way I had a fun day..tml another day off mus really
do my jap work if not I rush again...
Ah~~~I HATE MYSELF..
cos I like him....
[5:22 AM]
Monday, September 8, 2008♥
hmm todae I kind of noe
sum ting tat I was really tinkin abt
haix..ani way I shld nt care abt it so much ani more
cos I totally gif up from him
I tink i wont wanna appear infront of him
ani more..I m sorry jia qi..
I tink if he go out I wont b joinin ani more
cos I really dun wanna like him more and
more I dun wanna repeat the nite mare
tat I jus wait up from...mayb I tink
I wont wanna hav ani more guys..
mayb bein loner or old lonely women is better
haix..I jus hate knowin it...haix..
I m once again beaten by it again..back to
square one..hahaha...mayb goin
back to the past is better at least
I can jus shut my eyes...
*tears r fallin without knowin the pain which hurt tat much..**
I m sorry tat I wont b wat I m ani more
laughter, smile and happiness
r gone..no one noes tat i m cryin..
hearts bleedin and tearss runnin down
but no matter wat it is the pain
will nv gone...it is always remain ther...
..T_T..
I wont ever fall in love again..
scar is always ther..
[7:05 AM]
Sunday, September 7, 2008♥
Tis week kind of slow..
so ytd was jus not really
at hme...mornin 9plus mornin
mummie wake mi up go for breakfast
which fri I slept at 1+am..so kind of tired
then after breakfast mummie went facial
then i stay hme cos my lil darlin min min
come over..so I brought her over wait till 2+pm
mummie call and ask us to prepare to go out
so we went down to dads car...send sis to sch after tat
go find lantern for lil min min..her barney lantern..
after which we cant find so when to get sum food..
so we went aljunied ther...after tat went hme ard 5+pm
ler..so I was preparin to go out to the kenny's party..
so I mitin jia qi at outram at 7.30pm which I was late
becus of traffic jam...after tat reach ler mit qi ler we took
train to bukit batok..so far lo..so we chit chat abit tok
crap la..after tat we reach ler took cab to the condo..
and qi called up kenny to pick us up at the gates..
so we mit him I pass him the present..then
he ask us to join his frenz but we fell weird
so I and qi qi sat aside...we were chit chattiin abt
kenny oso sum **R21** stuff hahaha...crap la. qiqi
ani way we sat ther and suddenly rain la...sum more
I and qiqi r sick..den I scare of cold de I already like
damn xin ku lo..but nvm la..cant sae ani ting..
den kenny gt ask us to join them la
since desmond all tat r ther but still
feel weird..oki then after it hmm...wat can I sae lei
I knew I like him but I tot I still unsure but when
he tok to gers I felt jealous la..
dun even wanna look ler lo..
haix I dunno la..jia qi ask mi nt to tink but
I wont tink tat much since i will totally gif
up la..cos I noe he is not the guy tat will likes mi
so nvm lo..I gif up but kind of sad oso la
dunno when will c him again..
haix...nvm ani way ppl might tink tat
i easily like sum one mayb true but
really like and crush r different..like
for example andy I tot I like him ends up jus
a crush nw my frenzship wif him gone..
nvm..but y i sae I confirm like HIM..
cos I m a ger I wont get jealous wif tings tat
I wont care but for HIM I was
damn jealous la when he wif other gers
true tat even qiqi told mi tat they both has
nth in feelins but sum how I still kind of
upset cos they still close but
after tinkin of it I mean like
he and her close tats y I can noe him
so wats the point I get angry wif my frenz for so
to mi qiqi I wont get upset or jealous..
but like the party he wif other gers chattin so
happily i really felt sad and jealous
like the feelins for jonathan like tis
I mean no guys make mi felt tis way
la..haix..but I noe I shld gif up..and
leave him alone..or rather close myself
up...so tatI wont let him noe...ani way after all tis
tings I tink I shld jus really stop bein so
stupid..haix..nvm..ani way ytd nite oso mit up
wif Dino...so long didnt mit him ler..
I mit him after kenny and qiqi send mi hme
but I tink I felt bad cos I tink I confuse
kenny ba..SORRY KENNY!!
hmmx...ani way after mitin dino..reach
hme ard 2++am goin 3am was
tired den slp tis mornin wake up by mummie again go
breakfast ..then go sch ler lo..
haix...lucky he wont c my blog..
HOPE TO C HIM SOON EVEN IF IS LAST TIME
TO GET TO C HIM...i kind of miss him too..heex..
[6:34 AM]
