Saturday, March 29, 2008♥
Hmm...Days pass fast..
ytd nite jus had a great nite
when to clinic C wif
jia qi, melvin, yangbin, alan
dan, noel and rina..
was damn fun la..
tok cock ther...
hahaha...was like
sitin on the wheelchair..
damn funnie la..
hahaha...took pics..heex
ytd nite jus had a great nite
when to clinic C wif
jia qi, melvin, yangbin, alan
dan, noel and rina..
was damn fun la..
tok cock ther...
hahaha...was like
sitin on the wheelchair..
damn funnie la..
hahaha...took pics..heex
[9:41 PM]
Monday, March 24, 2008♥
Tis week will b fast..
cus..four days straight
I will b workin 4.30am..
ah..tired...ani way..mayb is gd
cos I will not have time to miss
HIM!!
I really very tired...
I really hope ther is sum one's
shoulder to lie on...
I hate MYSELF LoTsA!!
[4:21 AM]
Saturday, March 22, 2008♥
Finally..havin two days off..
but I still felt bored and lost..
I really dunno wat to do...
ani way todae went if mummy to get
sum fishes..and I oso tot of havin a hamster
still tinkin shld anot..
haix..I duno y...
so long liao..I still miss him
so long liao I still wan to c him..
jon jon jon...
y cant I jus simply forget euu
like wat I m in the past
every time I can forget
but nw y I jus cant do the same for euu
1yr ler...we drag till 1yr ler
euu r the first and onli guy tat I
hang on for a year ler...
I dunno y...r euu really the guy for mii??
I m still wonderin...
wat am I to euu??..
a spare tyre or a toy??
cant euu jus tell mii the
TRUTH??
haix..
CECILIA CHUA
IS A DAMN STUPIID GER
tats wat every one saes...
can euu all..stop treatin mii
like a small ger or stoppin callin
mi a small ger..I m not..
it really hurts...
even jon saes tat..
I m not I jus dun wanna b a burden
to euu...haix..I really sum time
is tired of my life...
I HATE MYSELF
TOTALLY!!
[7:26 AM]
Thursday, March 6, 2008♥
So todae is oso a borin day
go work in the mornin came hme
mit mummie then go eat dinner
after which help mummiie
take care of tat new baby...
and mummiie bought mi my
favourite fruit DURIAN!!
Yummy!!..
My life is really lifeless
without euu!!
I really hope euu tell mii
the most painful ting
isnt euu leave mii
is euu jus walk away
without tellin mii
ani ting..
my life is repeatin the
same ting everyday...
I really felt hopeless..
euu r my strength and confidence..
but euu jus walk away...
all I can do is to let myself b tired
to at least dun tink of euu..
but I still cant...I sum time really hope tat
euu jus tell mii wat euu wan...
I really wish euu jus sae sum ting harsh to let mii
move on..I really cant move on at all..
y m I keep lyin to myself I can
but ends up jus hidin..like an idiot..
I really veri coward...I dun dare
I really dun dare to face it...
I let everyone down...
I M SORI..but I really really miss him alot
I jus cant simply put down
I really hope he tell mii to leave him alone...
tat I will let go..but y cant he do tat..?
I slapped myself to wake up in the dream land
wif onli him..
but I still cant wake up..
nw I m jus a lonely person in a dark pit...
[4:36 AM]
Wednesday, March 5, 2008♥
Hmm..Todae was oso a tirin day...
but oso a happy day..hahaha..
hmm..how shld I sae lei..
I noe a new guy is cute..
but jus tat his younger den mi
by 1 yr old..ani way..jus felt happy la
cos can c him is enough ler..
but is not likin him or wat la..
I oso dunno how to explain..
but can sae is jus seein him
is happy ler...
ani way..todae took the same train
together wif his frenz..
then tok abit wif them la...
happy sia..
but tml onwards mus work
7am to 3pm ler..
cannot go back wif him liao..
sianz...ani way after tat reach tamp
help mummiie get tings..
on the way hme saw...Ah toy..
then he send mii hme hahaha..
free ride man...ani way..
had a gd nap..so tirin..
I jus felt stupid...haix,...
[2:43 AM]
Saturday, March 1, 2008♥
Hey Guys Thx For Bein soo Happy for mii
ani way..currently nw at Global Kitchen
first two day work mornin 5am :(
Tiring sia..but nvm la..
come home at 1pm hahaha...
ani way..kind of long I nvber c my
dearly frenz liao
I really duno wat the hell I m doin lei..
or wat happen or m I soo easily to lie too..
already 3person told mi he like mi ler..
wat the hell..sum more one of them is a
unexpected de...haix..
but I m sori..the scar the he
brings mii no one can
removed de..and in my heart and
mind every sec
is him..
and
**NO ONE EVER
CAN REPLACE
HIM!!**
[5:23 AM]
