Monday, June 30, 2008♥
Hmmm..Long time
I didnt blog ler ...
todae didnt go work cos
I fall sick again ler..
my body is like growin weaker
and weaker...I dunno y...
Sat(28/06/08)...I went
Clubbin wif
Jia qi, Kenny (jia qi's frenz)
yang bin and nick...
we went Mos...was like fun la..
but veri slow crowd dancin...haha..
we had lots of fun dancin mad la..
after tat 1++am..we went another pub..
Chamber 82..to drink intro by qi qi's frenz..
den we ard 2++am or 3++am..we went to
continue drinkin...but yangbin went hme first..
so we go boat quey..
drinkin..but dunno y..my mood drop
I felt so empty..I oso duno y..
I really hate myself alot..y
I always brin troubles to ppl ard mii..
y I always make them worried..
after all drinkin qiqi went hme..nick too..
onli left mi and kenny..I ask him to go hme first
cos I really dun wanna go hme..
but he insist to accompany mi till 6++am..
I feel so bad..
y I m always like tat...haix..
I m really a completely loser..
no one shld pity mii..
I rather wish I m not in tis world..
y my life so sux..
friendship, relationship and career..
all I m a loser in it...
I really dun wish to lost my best sister...
but I found tat I m like driftin apart from them
haix..I really dun wan tings turn tis way..
relationship..I cant walk out of the darkness..
y...I shld not b like tis..I shld b back who I m
but y I still stuck ther y I dun move..
m I really so stupid..I hav lots in mind
wat I wanna b is a chef..
a chef which do food tat brings happiness..
but wat m I doin...
I hav lots of negative feelins and thoughts..
kenny spend soo much time
tellin mi tings so I can hav
more positive tinkins..
but I tink i still cant
I still runnin away from the truth
haix..I m a total idiot, stupid loser..
I m so sori kenny I jus cant b
happy ani more..
I shld hav jus shut up myself or
might as well leave tis world
peacefully..den
wont cause ani one trouble ani more..
I M SORI MY FRENZ...
Thx for being ther for mi..
but I jus cant b ther for ani one of euu
I M TRUELY SORI...
even euu all wanna leave mi alone..
I m alrite cos I dun wanna
hurt ani one of euu..
I truly love my frenz and family...
[3:47 AM]
Monday, June 16, 2008♥
I m a true IDIOT
A IMPORTANT DAY
but I Forgotten!!
N is the first ever time
Haix..I really damn damn
STUPID!!
ANGELINE YAU JING QI
Hope euu 4gif mii...
If ani ting I can do for euu
to jus forgif mii..I will do..
I M SORI..
bcus of my own tings &
probs I forgotten sum ting so important
[12:49 AM]
Tuesday, June 3, 2008♥
Finally can come update
my bloggy...liao...
ani way..hmm..lots
of tings happen to mi..
last fri (30/5/08)
is daddy's bdae..
but jie havin class so cant
go eat..so we put it on sat..
to celebrate dad's belated
bdae...but I didnt stay hme
I went out drinkin...
daddy fetch mi to bugis
then I mit yangbin at the
platform..then went to clarke quey
mit up wif sarah and noel..then four
of us went to find place to sit and drink
so we went to fashion bar..I drink chocolate
martini..abit not nice la...den we go Clinic C
again fpund a place ther..we sit and wait for
Jia Qi & melvin...but while waitin
we drink the shots...damn nice la
then order beer drink
den when they both arrive
they order beer and qi
wanna drink shots so we drink again..
nice la...but not strong lei..
tink fri I drink so much
I dun hav ani kick lo..den after chattin ard 2am
we went back..hme to slp...
Sat 31/05/08...
mornin wake up go eat wif 2 kor kor...
jie jie & mummie...after eatin we
walk ard den go hme..
den ard 1++pm go bugis wif
jie and kor...den we go
bugis street...I & jie
do pedicure...den kor kor
walk ard to c clothes...
veri ex la..the pedicure 80+ dollars lo..
but jie jie pay for mi..hahaha...thx jie..
after tat we mit up wif daddy, kor, mummie
and lil miss min...then dady drive us to
parkway parade...walk and eat dinner...I
bought a new bedsheet for myself
heex..is looney tunes..tweety bird one...
damn nice la..then after tat lil miss min took
pic wif the looney tunes...den after tat we go
giant get sum tings..den went to thai restaurant
eat...jie jie pay for it ard 200dollars..
but damn cheap la..cos we order lots of
food...after tatgo hme..den jie hav to
go on call so the whole family include..
miss min go wif us to KK hospital..
wait for jie to c the baby..so
I kor kors and lil min went to get
mac ice cream den jie saw us...
so we go back to dad's car..together..
after tat send min min hme..
den we oso go hme..and slp...
damn tired la..
sunday1 June...
went to work...but nw is go brunch...
abit upset la..cos no more in global...
ani way...I told him abt how I feel ytd...
haix..I oso duno la..hope I really no more c him..
haix..
.CECILIA CHUA <--- The most stupidest
ger...haix...I dunno la...
I miss him I admit..but..
forget it la..
ppl already sae he wont like gers like mi liao
so jus tellin him for fun ba..
sianz tml and todae off..sianz..
I HATE MYSELF!!
[5:27 AM]
