Friday, May 23, 2008♥
Tis week damn slack la..
tues(20/05) jus came back from
my short trip to thailand
then nxt day which is
21/05 jonathan's bdae I
hav to work..
todae is Jia Qi darlin's bdae
but I felt so bad could not get the
present on time cos I spend all my
money at thailand ler...
but nxt week will b able to pass her ler
ani way..I had a great time at thailand
cos I do lots of shoppin...and I bought
lots of clothes..heex..ani way..
I oso took lots of photo..
so is like I really enjoy la
hope to go there again...
haix...but I really hope when I go
I will hav sum one wif mii too..
I miss HIM lots..but guess he
dosent noe...cos I dun even
dare to tell him I like him...
true that I still in love wif
my beloved jonathan...
but I really enjoy bein wif tis special
guy..haix..but guess I hav to gif up..
cos I m not worth to like ani guys..
every one askin mi to tell him..
my feelins..but wat for tell when I noe he
goin to reject...and I scare later
on I cant even tok to him ani more..
but I really miss him..but I jus hav to let go..
ani way..I really hope sum one will tell mi
wat shld I do...I m jus too lost...
[3:05 AM]
