Thursday, March 6, 2008♥
So todae is oso a borin day
go work in the mornin came hme
mit mummie then go eat dinner
after which help mummiie
take care of tat new baby...
and mummiie bought mi my
favourite fruit DURIAN!!
Yummy!!..
My life is really lifeless
without euu!!
I really hope euu tell mii
the most painful ting
isnt euu leave mii
is euu jus walk away
without tellin mii
ani ting..
my life is repeatin the
same ting everyday...
I really felt hopeless..
euu r my strength and confidence..
but euu jus walk away...
all I can do is to let myself b tired
to at least dun tink of euu..
but I still cant...I sum time really hope tat
euu jus tell mii wat euu wan...
I really wish euu jus sae sum ting harsh to let mii
move on..I really cant move on at all..
y m I keep lyin to myself I can
but ends up jus hidin..like an idiot..
I really veri coward...I dun dare
I really dun dare to face it...
I let everyone down...
I M SORI..but I really really miss him alot
I jus cant simply put down
I really hope he tell mii to leave him alone...
tat I will let go..but y cant he do tat..?
I slapped myself to wake up in the dream land
wif onli him..
but I still cant wake up..
nw I m jus a lonely person in a dark pit...
[4:36 AM]
